Drowning In My Own Tears!

I try so hard to put a wide smile on my face
To hide the tears and to keep up with the pace,
I lose and always get tears to embrace
Is it life or some kind of a mad race?
What goes wrong each time?
Can somebody please explain what is my crime?,
I have tried solving the enigma each time I fell down
But no-one seems to care in this little town

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears

I am a normal person probably more than you, more than you
I have some dreams that I long to pursue,
Some desires my heart is wanting too
But the kind of life I am living is all I am getting used to,
If you see my eyes and look into
You'll find all the sad stories that I have passed through

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears

Whom should I put the blame on?
They tell me to carry on.
It doesn't matter to anyone I laugh or cry
Why do I have to go through this, why, why why?,
Walking in darkness, I am losing sight of the sky
Where is the moon, the stars and the dragon fly?,
The night is getting longer than I had expected it to be
There has to be some way to break myself free

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears

Nobody, nobody is so good to be true
I never knew it would be so hard to pull through,
Now that I am learning my lessons
Slowly the intensity of the pain lessens,
Yeah! I am now getting used to it all
This is my life and thats all,
But sometimes,only sometimes I wish I could get it over
And be what I had wanted to be since ever

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears