Walking Back into the Future!

Dragging myself along the roadside, kicking the empty tin cans
I know maths enough to count my failed plans
These are those familiar roads, on which I have grown to travel miles
Same old faces with torn weary smiles

Walking back into the future,I am once again deceiving my hopelessness

I've promised myself to induce life in these dull and boring sights
The bright lights of the neighbouring city blind my eyes
I wonder why the man standing there, in the check shirt, never changes
The people of this town don't seem to mind these lifeless faces

Walking back into the future,I am once again deceiving my hopelessness

The rust specks of a retired car crunch under my feet
And take me back to the memories of strayed autumn leaves
I had once spread out my dreams upon those strewn rusty leaves
And my heart whispers that one day I'll be at ease

Walking back into the future,I am once again deceiving my hopelessness

I have wrapped up my dreams and put it beside my pillow
One fine morning, I'll wake up and see my rainbow
These are those familiar roads, on which I have grown to travel miles
Same old faces with torn weary smiles


Walking back into the future,I am once again deceiving my hopelessness

Drowning In My Own Tears!

I try so hard to put a wide smile on my face
To hide the tears and to keep up with the pace,
I lose and always get tears to embrace
Is it life or some kind of a mad race?
What goes wrong each time?
Can somebody please explain what is my crime?,
I have tried solving the enigma each time I fell down
But no-one seems to care in this little town

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears

I am a normal person probably more than you, more than you
I have some dreams that I long to pursue,
Some desires my heart is wanting too
But the kind of life I am living is all I am getting used to,
If you see my eyes and look into
You'll find all the sad stories that I have passed through

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears

Whom should I put the blame on?
They tell me to carry on.
It doesn't matter to anyone I laugh or cry
Why do I have to go through this, why, why why?,
Walking in darkness, I am losing sight of the sky
Where is the moon, the stars and the dragon fly?,
The night is getting longer than I had expected it to be
There has to be some way to break myself free

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears

Nobody, nobody is so good to be true
I never knew it would be so hard to pull through,
Now that I am learning my lessons
Slowly the intensity of the pain lessens,
Yeah! I am now getting used to it all
This is my life and thats all,
But sometimes,only sometimes I wish I could get it over
And be what I had wanted to be since ever

I Feel Like Drowning In My Own Tears

Its Time To Let Things Go!

When you cry for no reason

And it happens to you all four seasons,

When nobody hears you screaming

And you get teary eyed when you see others beaming,

When you find yourself at the crossroadsAnd you know your life is at a threshold

Its Time To Let Things Go!

When you know what you want

But you know that you cant,

When you are sick and tired of your luck gone rotten

Carrying everywhere a heart that is so broken,

When all the faces around become so cold

And you know that the spirits that once resided within have been sold

Its Time To Let Things Go!

When you try so hard

And still roll back so fast,

When you struggle to make things happen

but feel like living in a world, forsaken,

When your life is akin to depression

And you are longing for a moment of jubilation

Its Time To Let Things Go!

When moving on is harder than staying back

When people forget to pay back,

When you get up everyday hoping to have a good day
But encounter dejection straightaway,

When you disappoint those you never wanted to

When the guilt inside starts killing for doing so

Its Time To Let Things Go!

When you wonder if your wounds will ever heal

If you'll get any response to your appeal,

When you cannot take it anymore

And you want to run to a place that is so remote,

When you start beleiving that your dreams have faded away

Hearken to my words and shake these thoughts away

Its Time To Let Things Go!

Bye-Bye

I am standing under a tree
Its autumn and my dreams are setting free,
The rustling of leaves underneath my feet
Brings back the memories of you and me,
When we would wander in the misty alleyways
Paddling our cycles, making way through the densely forests

The sky that is so blue
Had been the centre of attraction for me and you,
We would peer out of the window when the clouds were dark and the shadows mellow
We would stroll away and laugh and roll like a 10 year old,
The rain would come and soak us away
And sometimes I feel the drizzle thumping my head even today,

I saw your face while reading through the lines of those crispy pages
Contained in the books which told the stories of ages,
Glancing at your pictures tucked in my scrapbook
I scrubbed the tears streaming down my cheeks,
The memories flashback and I piece together the rest
I can see, I miss you, something I had never confessed!

There were times when I found it hard to carry on
You too walked away and I had no shoulder to cry on,
The dreams of foregone times shattered
We chose our separate ways and silently departed,
But today as I take a trip down the memory lane
I realize how hard I had to fight in order to maintain
The bond of friendship that we couldn’t sustain,
I guess it really was the time to say good-bye
Since I couldn’t have stopped you thereby
here am I wishing you forever bye-bye!